Saturday, February 25, 2006

Andy

I believe in Angels. My angel's name is Andy.

Andy was a fighter with a smile that his mother says lit up the world. He fought off cancer and brought hope to his family. He was the best big brother in the world. In an inexplicable twist of fate and pain, he was taken from his mother's arms by the remnants of the disease he had beaten so long ago.

Andy's mother is my friend on the internet. I've never met her in person but her strength and bravery are a daily inspiration. She is a true lady.

Not long after Andy left us to be with Jesus, I lost my unborn child. I was devastated and scared and withdrew into a haze of self-pity and grief. One afternoon I had a dream that a beautiful red headed little boy stood beside my bed. He stroked my cheek and smiled. I knew in the way that you know things in dreams that this little boy was Andy. He smiled and said, "Don't cry. I'll watch over your baby. He's safe with me now."

Bless you Andy, for all your were on Earth, and all you are in Heaven.

3 comments:

Terry said...

Amy,

You just made me cry again, but you made my day. Andy has been all around the last couple weeks. He seems to know when I really need him. He's a busy angel.

Terry

Terry said...

For anyone who would like to see a picture of Amy's angel.

http://www.geocities.com/eandybeck/

Anonymous said...

OH.... that was so sweet. Terry is an amazing lady, it should be no surprise that she could have made such an amazing angel.